I knew what I was doing and here I am

He was popular I wasn't. I dated him and it started out great. I was verbally abused, sexually assaulted, and hated myself. I couldn't get out because he was popular and I couldn't survive at school being his ex. Now I'm still stuck. Be careful who you date and if you know you won't be able to get out of a relationship safely do not get into it. I am lonely while surrounded by people because none of them care or treat me right. 

Wishing you well, 

                           BadDecision.